I love you.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I love you more and more...The pain of you being gone never fades...Its like a constant jab in my heart...

I know that the Creator was with me during what has been going on and made everything okay.....I know you were standing beside of me....Thank you Creator....

Yesterday I was eating my cheese and crackers....Thank you for moving the bag of crackers to let me know you were there.....

I love and miss you so much....

Your wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Visiting me last night....

My dearest husband Tommy,

Thank you for our visit....Heaven is beautiful....I know you will wait for me no matter how long it takes...I  know the kids need me and I am thankful that I am here for them....

I told Shae what you said and she cried but it was a good cry....

I love you my babes....forever....

Your loving wife,
Melinda

Tommy,

I sit here writing on my mystery novel....I know you are here...I feel you everywhere I go...You know what I am dealing with so please watch over me.....I know the Creator will do what is best....Please let everything turn our fine.....I miss you so much and you are always on my mind.

Yesterday I watched the video of you and Shae when she was born. I am so thankful I have it so I can go look at you and hear your voice....

I love you my husband.....forever.....

Your loving wife,
Melinda

I need you....

Tommy,

I am sitting here missing you so much. Time never heals the pain. Nothing does....You know how my life is going and I really need you now...I have never felt so down...well not in a long time....You were the only thing that could bring me back up...

You know what is going on in my life....All the pain and hurt....It never stops....I need you to take me, hold me, and tell me to let it all go....That I am the most important thing to you.....

I long for you everyday....My pain is the same as it was the night you had to go.....Only you know me and know once I am hurt then its hard for me to get over it....

Please come and visit me tonight in my dreams....tell me what to do.....

I love you and miss you more than words can ever say.....

Your loving wife,

Melinda

Be with me....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Please be with me this week....Let everything go in our favor....Life is so short.....I miss you more than you will ever know...Erik just had his 26 birthday and it was hard without you here...

We celebrated it with grandma....I know you were there and I know you are always with us...We love you so much....

Miss you love you more than words can say.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shaelee, & Erik

Your visit....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Your visit last night was great....It was as if you were here...Oh how I wish you were.....You are so miss.....

I think of you all the time and I wish you were here....I know you visit me as much as you can and I love it.....

I love you my babes....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

I miss you....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I miss you....even as time passes by it does not change one thing.....I want you here.....

I have been having back problems and I go today for x-rays....Unsure what is going on but I hope they find out soon.....

I wish you were here and I miss you so much.....

I love you babes....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik