Your my heart....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Your my heart......always will be.....I miss you so much...I know you are with me all the time.....I feel your presence in everything I do...there are no words that can compare to how I feel......

There are times my heart is so overcome with pain....I don't know what to do about it....I take one day at time and walk with the Creator....I know I will be okay.......

You are with me too.....I am so happy for that.....You are my everything and always will be.....

I love you my babes....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Longing for you......

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Longing for you is what I will always do...I hope people can understand that....It is very simple....I love you more than anything and that is the way my heart will always be....I can see your face and smile.....

You always showed us that no matter what family, our family was the most important thing in the world.....Nothing else mattered....You are so right.....

You made everything okay...No matter what was going on you always made the day better....You had a heart of gold and you are the best.....

I love you my husband....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Days go on......

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Days go on and people do too...Sometimes I get angry watching people....I want you here and your not...I pray people realize what they have in each other....I know what I have in you and I miss it so much.....

Time does not take away the pain.....You learn how to cope better but its still the same.....The pain will never go away...I want you here and I cry for you everyday......

My heart is broken....It misses you so much....You are everything to me....I knew it when I saw you for the first time...My heart knew you were everything that was precious to me....

I love you my babes and miss you so much....Forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Worries all the time.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

As you well know we have a roof leak and workers are coming to fix it today...Dread it with all the rain....Going to be a mess....

I am suppose to go get my truck today......I can't wait....Everybody that has seen it says its really nice....I am so thankful I am getting it.....

Well walk with me today and everyday....Guide me in the right direction....I know the Creator is with us all the time...No doubt....I also know you are with us too.....

I love you my husband...Forever...

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

The love of you....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

The love of you is always in my heart....I sit here and ponder why things are the way they are....Nobody will ever understand the hurt inside my heart.....Only you can understand how I feel.....

I have loved you since I first met you in 1986....It was love at first sight.....I remember seeing you and thinking "Man he is something else and I want him to be mine."  We started talking and my heart was filled with joy....

Next thing I knew you were calling and then we went from there.....You told me that you loved me and had never felt this way about anybody before....My heart was so full of joy....Our love is forever......

I love you my babes....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Loving you......

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Loving you was everything to me.....My heart loved you from the moment it saw you.....To love something unconditional means to love no matter what.....That is our love....We always put our love before anything or anybody else......

Out of our love came our two precious children, Shaelee and Erik......They are everything to me....They are here for their mom just like you wanted them to be....I know you are proud.....

I just want to say babes that I love you so very much and miss you more than you will ever know.....I wanted us to grow old together and so did you...We talked about all the things we would do.....

Just know I love you more than anything....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Found a vehicle....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I finally found a vehicle.....I hope I am making the right choice....Its a Ford F150.....It is in good shape....I test drove it and I am going to get it on Monday....It is white with blue and gold pin stripped. It has a camper shell on it....

I know you would like it my babes....You liked trucks so I know you would love it....I will bless the truck with sage as soon as I get it.....I know you will be with me when I drive....It is a big truck and I will have to get use to driving it.....

I know you will guide me in driving it...The kids are glad I have found something to drive....I am too....I think it is my best bet for now....Thank you for leading me to it......

I love you my babes.....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

I think of you always.......

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I think of you always.....I miss you so very much.....I don't know what to do....I become overwhelmed without you here......

You always knew how to make everything better.....How to make everything turn out for the best.....You are so amazing.....I miss you so much......

I just wish you were here.....I don't know what to do anymore....I miss you so much....always will too....I want you here....Miss you beyond belief.......

I love you my babes.....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Your visit.......and how I miss you

My dear precious husband Tommy,

How I miss you so much.......You are my everything....I cry for you all the time....I wish I could just have you back here...Everything would be so much better for all of us.....

Yesterday you came for a visit.....I turned around and there you were for a split second.....You were just looking at me as if you were watching over me....It made my day complete.....

I am working on my next novel plus several other works......I know you are watching as I type.....every word you watch.....You picture sits on my desk right beside the computer I am working from......

I love you my husband.....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Voices of you.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Voices of you radiate my mind.....I can hear you speaking my name....In my dreams you come and talk to me ....Telling me of ideas of what you think I should do.....

I listen to you.....You always have helped me to decide what to do....So when you come to me I listen and do what you say....I love it when you come to me.....

I wish you were here....Sharing everything that we do...I know you are in spirit.....I just miss you so much...Words can not express how I feel....

I love you my husband....forever......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

My heart is with you....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

My heart is with you as your heart is with me.....We are soul mates and nothing can change that....I know we will always be together.....

Life is short and I pray to be here for our kids....I hope to grow old with them.....Shae needs me and I pray the Creator will allow me the time here with her to help her grow and become a young woman who knows the right roads to take.....I know the Creator is with us......

I know you will be with us....you walk every step we walk....You know how much we miss you and I know the Creator is the one who has helped me......I know you are with us....

I love you my husband....forever......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Memories of you.....

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My dear precious husband Tommy,

Memories of you are always on my mind...I talk and speak your name every day, if not all day sometimes....You are on my mind and you will be there forever......I will always have you with me......

You are coming to me in my dreams and I am so thankful.....I get to hear your voice and see your smiling face....You are everything to me.....

I miss you so much tears flow from my face....You are my life....always will be......You hold the key to my heart and nothing can change that....

I love you my husband....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Guide me.......

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Please guide me in the right direction....I don't know if I should just fix our old car or if I should get a different one? I know you will guide me on the right path..........

It has been a rough week....Car broke down....Erik gets the flu.......Please just walk with me....I know you are and always will....

I miss you so much....There are no words to express the misery I go through....I always think of you and I always speak your name....I always will too.....You are my everything.....Forever.....

I love you my husband....Forever......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Visits from you.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Visits from you are great....I love when you come and see me....I know you are letting me know you are okay....You are my everything.....I miss you so much.....

It is so hard....We all miss you so much...We miss everything about you.....It breaks our hearts to know you are gone....We love you so much.....

There will never be another like you....You are one of a kind.....You showed each of us how to stand strong and know that we are loved by you...Always will be.....we all love you.....

I love you my precious husband....Forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik