You are my everything.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

You are my everything...There are no words of how you make me feel....You always made me realize that things were not like they always appear...

I am thankful you taught me this..It has helped me to realize that people are not what they appear either....

You taught me a lot and I am so thankful....You are my husband and always will be....You will always be with me...You are the love of my life.....

I love you my husband....forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Hoping for a good day....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I am hoping for a good day....I miss you so much and cry for you that sometimes my days are not good....I hope to be able to deal with you not being here better but I am trying....

Nobody knows the pain that I feel....Our kids see it and they miss you too...We just miss you so much.....and always will...

I know you will walk with me this day....You are my everything....I miss you my babes beyond words....

I love you.....forever.....

Your wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Missing you...

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Missing you is all I do...There is nothing I can do to change how I long for you....You are the most amazing man I have ever known....

You are my everything...Nothing will change that...You are the man I fell in love with and that will never change...I love you now as much as ever....

You are my life...My heartbeat...My every breath....along with our kids....You and our kids are my everything...Always will be.....

I love you my babes....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Countdown.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

The countdown is on for me starting work...I start this Monday....It is going to be interesting....I know you will be with me to make sure of everything.....

You are always with me....I feel your presence all the time...I wish you were here....I miss you so much and there is never a moment that you are not on my mind.....always in my heart....

I will never ever get over you...Don't want to.....I want you here with me...You are my everything.....

I love you my babes....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

You are my man.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

You are my man....That will always be...You are the only one who makes me happy....You showed me how life should be...How love should be....

You are the most amazing man I have ever known....You are mine and always will be....Nothing can change that...You are what makes me happy....

I am so thankful I had you in my life...You made me who I am....You are so missed there is no words to express it.....

I love you my husband....Forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

I want you here....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I want you here...That is all I know....I miss you so much....Nothing will ever be the same for us....nobody can understand how our hearts feel....

There are times I don't want to get out of bed but then I hear you saying,"Lin, the kids need you so get up and get going."

That is all it takes is to hear you...Please come and visit me in my dreams...Share with me everything like we did when you were here....I love when you visit me for I can hear your voice, see your face, and feel you close to me....

I love you my babes...forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Times are hard.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Times are hard for everybody...But know that times are the hardest for me....I miss you....I can't stop thinking of how it was when you were with us....Everything was okay.....

Now there is this empty void that will never leave....You are my everything and nothing can or will change that....Nobody can ever understand it....

All I know is that I love you more than anything in the world and always will...You are the love of my life and I miss you so much.....

I love you my husband......forever...

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Gila County Sheriff''s Office...

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I finally start working at the Gila County Sheriff's Office as a 911 Dispatcher...I am so excited and I know you were there with me during all the testing.....

I am so happy that I got on.....It is hard getting on there but I did it....I know you are proud.....There are still some people I worked with before still working there....

I just wanted you to know that I got the job...I know you were with me and knew before I did that I got the job.....

I love you my precious husband.....forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

You are amazing....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

You are the most amazing man I have ever known...As soon as I seen you I knew you were the one for me...You are my everything.....

Times has only left pains and scars....Nothing can ever fix how I feel...An emptiness that nothing can replace it...You are so missed....

I want you here with me...You should be....I know I cannot change it but I sure wish I could...I miss you so very much....

I love you my babes....forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Miss you so much....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I miss you so much....There is never a second I don't think of you...You are my everything...You are my heart....You mean everything to me.....

I wonder why things are the way they are...It seems as if I don't know what to do anymore.....You were the one who kept me going....You would tell me how everything will be okay....

I miss you more than anything and I cry for you....I always will....You taught me how to believe and love unconditionally..

I love you always and forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Erik's Tattoo......

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Erik's tattoo really turned out good....He really likes it....I think it really turned out good....I know you were there with him to make sure it all turned out....

Shae is going to be 15 next month and that is so hard to believe....She is so smart and going to be taking Honors English when school starts back...

Well I miss you so much....It is never easy and never will be....I wish you were here but I know you are in spirit.....

I love you my babes...forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Erik's birthday.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Today is our son's 25th birthday.......I am so proud of him.....He has grown into a wonderful man...He has a good heart....He reminds me of you Tommy....

I sat here and think about this precious day when our son was born...You were with me in the delivery room and stayed by my side...You are an amazing man and always will be to me.....
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He wanted a tattoo and a gun....Of course I got him what he wanted....You know I always try to and with you standing with me I was able to do it for him....

 

The kids and I miss you so much....He wants you here on his birthday and knows you are in spirit....I know you are here with him...you are with each of us everyday.....

Your kids and I miss you so much....We will always miss you...You are always on our minds and in our hearts....

I love you my babes and miss you so very much....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Love you more than anything.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I love you more than anything....That is all I know.....You are my everything...always have been....always will be.....

I feel so alone at times...but then you let me know you are here and that helps so much....You will always be with me and I know that....

Our love is like no other love....I know that is true....and I am so thankful for that....You are my everything....

I love you my babes....forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

So lost without you....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I am so lost without you..I roam around trying to hold it all together for the kids....I miss you so very much and the pain never goes away.....

You are the light of my life.....so are the kids.....that is what keeps me going.....is the kids....I love them more than anything....

You are the reason for me to do the things I do....I try to make you proud...I hope I do....I miss you my babes.....

I love you so very much...forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Love is forever......

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Our love is forever....It is a love that can never be hurt.....We love each other and always will...I wish that you were here.....

Shae is taking the AIMS testing this week...I know you are with her as she takes them....She hates the testing and I know where she gets that from...YOU.......Love it.....

Erik's 25th birthday is on Friday....It is had to believe that he will be 25....It brings back the day I had him with you by my side and then it makes me think about next month when I had Shae but it was 10 years later.....

I love you my babes.....forever......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Tonto Natural Bridge....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Yesterday we went to Tonto Natural Bridge....I know you were walking with us...I had a spell with wheezing and had to use my inhaler...I felt you there and I know you helped me through it....

It was so beautiful...There was a sign that said if you have any heart, respiratory, knee, or leg problems to not go on the trails....so I could not go but Erik went and took beautiful pictures which I am putting on here today and for the next several or more days.....

The beauty of the bridge is breathtaking....I felt you holding my hand and watching over me....I know you are always with me.....

I love you my babes....forever...

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik 

Love you my babes....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I love you my babes.....always have always will.......You showed me so much....How to look at things.....How to see what is important and what isn't.......

You are my everything...From the moment I saw you I knew my heart belonged to you....We were meant to be....Our love is like no other.....

You showed me true love and I will never ever forget how we shared everything....We are one and always will be...

I love you my babes......forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Help me....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Help me to get through all of this....You are my everything....You always were and always will be....I never thought I would be without you....

The pain lingers in my heart and it tugs and pulls until I just don't know what to do....You are my everything......for always...

I can feel you beside me and I know you will always guide me....You are my everything....forever....

I love you my babes.....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Wishing you were here....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Wishing you were here all the time....It never gets any easier.....They say it does but it doesn't.......My heart is so lost without you...but of course you know that......

I constantly think of you....Erik's birthday is a week away and Shae's is next month.....So hard to believe.....I recall their birth's and how you were with me when they were born......We were so proud and happy...

I love you babes....forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Miss you....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I miss you and I know you know that but I have to say it because it is true....It seems as if I can't tell you enough but I know you realize that its just my way of saying I wish you were here....

You are m life...My everything..always was and always will be...You carry the lock to my heart....You are my everything.....

Missing you will always be...I always think of you.....I speak to you all the time......

I love you my babes....forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

You are mine....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

You are mine and that is all I know....You are the best thing that ever happened to me...I miss you so much and I just wish you were here....

The pain never goes away...only gets stronger with each passing day...I know you are here in spirit and will always be with us.....

I have some good news and I know you already know it but I will share later in the week...I know you are proud...

I love you my babes.....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Life without you......

M y dear precious husband Tommy,

Life without you is so not right....You are suppose to be here..there is never a moment I don't think of you...You are my everything.....

When I have a real bad moment I can feel you wrapping your arms around me....comforting me....I know you love me and always will....as I will always love you

I wish you were here...I know you are in spirit but its not the same...You are here I know but I miss you so much....

I love you my babes....forever...

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Our love is forever.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Our love is forever......but of course you know that don't you....

Our friends Ben and Monique are going through a hard time......Ben has cancer and is in its last stages....I started a fundraiser for him....It is going very well.. Monique states that "He is the only man I've ever loved, and I can't conceive life without him." This breaks my heart into...I know how she feels...Its the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with....

Life has been so rough without you...Of course you know that cause you are always with me....I will always love you and I will always be your Lin.......

I love you my babes.....forever.....

Your loving wife & kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Honor's English....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Shaelee has been picked to take 9th grade Honor's English. Her teacher has nominated her.

I know you are so proud of her too. We know you are here with us and seeing this happening....I know that Shaelee is so smart....She misses you so much.....as we all do.....

Well my babes just wanted to let you know about Shae even though you already know...So proud of her....

Erik is doing good at his job. Very proud of him also just as you are....

I love you my babes....forever....

Your loving wife and kids,

Melinda, Shae, & Erik