Helping Shae.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

It is so fun helping our daughter with home school.....She is so funny.....She is just like you and hates school but she is on the honor roll and her grade point average is 4.0.....She said she wants to make you proud because you told her how important school is.....

We miss you so much babes.....We really do...It is not the same without you here....Never will be...

I love you my babes...forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,

Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Hope......

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Hope is all there is anymore......I wish that you were here....I miss you more than anything in the world.....

You are what gives me hope....Without you I guess I would just give up.....You are the only thing and our kids that keeps me going.....

Just know I love and miss you more than anything.....

I love you my precious babes.....forever.....

Your wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Lost without you.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I am so lost without you.....There are no words that can express how my heart aches...I think of you all the time and speak your name.....

I know and feel that you are here with me....I feel your presence in everything I do...I was helping Shae with her art work and we could feel you there.....She remembers everything you taught her....

We miss you more than anything in the world....If only you were here.....Everything would be so much better....Our hearts break.....

I love you my babes...forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Needing you.......

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I need you more than anything in the world...It is so hard without you......I want you more than anything in the world.....

I miss talking with you and listening to your voice as you tell me everything will be okay.....I sure wish you were here....I miss the attention you gave me....I miss you so much.....

I love you my babes......forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Ride along with deputy today.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Today I ride along with a deputy.....It is so I can learn the area...Especially the Fossil Creek Area...We will be covering that today...... 

The deputy I am riding along with today is one of the ones I worked with before when I worked at the Sheriffs Office...His name is Rodney.....

He is going to show me the Fossil Creek area along with some forest service roads....Going to be exciting....I know you will be with me today....You always are....

I love you my babes....forever......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Cloudy day....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Its cloudy today and it makes me feel even worse....I long for you....Never a moment don't go by that I don't think of you.....

You are everything to me.....We miss you so much....Its not fair you are not here..I want you here so bad....

I love you my babes.......forever......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Missing you....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I miss you so much....You are always on my mind.....and in my heart.....You are the love of my life and always will be....

Please come and visit me in my dreams....I love it when you do......You are everything to me and I miss you so much...

I love you my babes....forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Faith.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I have faith that one day we will be together again......Faith is something that comes from down deep inside a person...From the heart....

I have faith and I know the Creator will let everything be okay.....Faith is something you have to have.....It keeps you going....

I love you my husband and I know one day I will see you again because of the faith that I have.....

I love you my babes...forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Memories.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Memories of you are with me all the time....I know there are things that happen here on earth but know they mean nothing to me....The only thing that means anything is YOU....and our kids......

I have not been feeling to good so please walk with me.....Let it all be okay...I know the Creator will be with me too......Let all the guardian angels surround me and let everything be okay....

I miss you so much....I wish you were here....I am so lost without you....

I love you my babes....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Trust.......

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Trust....You taught me the meaning of that word....I trusted you with all my heart...I always will.....You showed what trust was all about...

I need you so much....I miss you so much....There is never a day that I don't cry and wonder why this had to happen....

I love you my babes.....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids, 

Melinda, Shae, & Erik

You are the best.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

You are the best and I miss you so much.....I think of you all the time and wish you were here.....I know that it cannot be changed but please visit me in my dreams....

I know you are in heaven and you are so busy...I miss you more than there are words....You are my everything..Please be with me.....

Creator, thank you for everything I have and please let Tommy come and visit me....Amen

I love you my babes.....forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

You showed me the way......

My dear precious husband Tommy,

You showed me the way and I know you would......Thank you for always being there for me.....You are one amazing man......

I love you more than anything in the world....You are everything to me....You are the only reason for everything I do.....you and the kids.....

I love you my babes...forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Guide me......

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Please help to guide me....There are things that I am not sure of and I pray you will guide me....I want to be doing the right thing....

There are times that I wonder if I am doing the right thing...I know you will guide me...Please know that I need it....

The Creator is with me and I ask him for guidance and I know he will help me....

I love you my babes..forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

I miss you.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I miss you.......You are everything to me......You have showed me so much....I love you my babes.....

You are my everything....You always have been and always will be......I so miss you and nothing is the same....

I love you babes.......forever.......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

The light of my life.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

You are the light of my life...You always have been......always will be.....You are everything to me....I am so lost without you.......

I have never known anybody like you and I never will again...I want you to visit me every night if you can.....

My heart is so empty and it will remain that way....You are my life and my love.....forever......

I love you my babes....forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

College Class....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I am going today to enroll in a college class. It is a writing class and I can't wait...I know you will be there with me...

I am so excited and I can't wait to take it....I pray it will help me with my writing....I am sure it will.....

I love and miss you so much....You are always on my mind.....You always will be.....

I love you my babes...forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

I miss you......

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I miss you so much....I think of you all the time....Oh how I wish you could be here...I feel your presence but I want you here in the physical form.....

It is so hard without you...I will never be the same without you....I am a different person inside....I have a empty spot that will never heal....

I miss you more than anything and I know you know that.....

I love you my babes....forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Hope......

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Hope.....I try and have hope.....It is so hard for all the things I have been through....I have hope that my life will be okay......

I am so down a lot with missing you.....The things that go on around here is hard for me to take at times.....

I love you more than anything in the world...Nothing will ever change that....Nothing.....

I love you my babes....forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Missing you.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Missing you is with me all the time....I talk to you and I know you hear me....I know you see the tears I weep....

You are missed so much....My heart has a hole in it that will never heal....You are everything to me.....

You are my love....You are my soul mate....forever.....

I love you with all my heart babes....forever......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

All my love.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

All my love goes to you.....I love you more than anything in the world......You will always be the love of my life.....

I will love you forever...You are my everything and always will be....I miss more than you will ever know....

You will always be with me and I know that.....

I love you my babes...forever.......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

My shining star....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

You are my shining star.....I look toward the sky at night and there you are the bright star in the night...the one and only star that captures my eye......

You are my everything and I miss you so much....I wish you were here and I know you hear that all the time....

I love you so much and I miss you the same......I want to hear your voice....I want to feel your body next to mine.....I miss you babes.......

I love you more than anything babes....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

I miss you my babes......

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I miss you so very much....There are no words for how lost I feel without you here...I want more than anything for you to be here.....

You are my everything....You always knew what to say when I was down....You would hold me and show me just how much you loved me....I miss that so much.....

I love you my babes.....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Trust..........

My dear precious husband Tommy,

The word trust.....What does the word mean......To me it means to have complete trust in everything...Never to question anything that is told to you.....

You taught me about this word....You are this word....You are and were so easy to trust......Your heart was true....

Thank you for showing me the true meaning of the word....I will always cherish that.....You are the most amazing man I have ever known......

I love you my babes....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Hope......

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Hope is something that you have to have or you will not get through things....I know I have hope about everything....

I have hope of that everything will be okay...I know it will with the Creator standing with me....He is what we have to hold onto....He will never let you down.....

I know that you are with me too.....I miss you so much...Wish you were here.....I always will......

I love you my babes.....forever......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, Erik

How I love you.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Oh how I love you....I love you as far as the sky can be seen....as far as the ocean runs....as far as the heart can love....

You are my everything....my heartbeat...my every breath....You are the reason for all things.....You are my love forever.......

I am thankful the Creator let us be together but he knew we were and still are soul mates.....Forever.....

I love you my babes.....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik