Its Halloween....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Its Halloween....Shae says she is to big to go trick or treating....I hate that....It means she is going up....

Do you remember when we took her out trick or treating and she wore those wings......She was so pretty....We had so much fun....Laughing at your comments.....

I so miss you...crying.....

I love you my babes...forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Hi babes.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Hi my babes....I guess you know that I am writing to say that I love you....I need you....I want you here with me.....

I long to have you here...but I know you know that....I know that if you could be here you would be....I just miss you....

I love you babes...forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

I need you....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I need you so much......My heart is so empty without you....I want you more than anything.......I always think of you....

You are my life...You always have been....Since the first time I saw you...You are my life.....you make me who I am....

I miss you babes.....Crying....

I love you more than anything.....forever......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae,  & Erik

Missing you......

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I miss you so much....There are no words that can express how I feel....My heart has an empty hole that can never be fixed.....

I know you are with me and I know that our love will be forever.......You are the only man for me....You are everything to me......

I love you my babes......forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Book Signing

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Our book signing was great. There were quiet a few people there......It was an exciting time...We may get to be on the radio.....

My friend Susie, which had a story in the anthology also, did not like the idea of being on radio....She is so funny...

Here is some photos of the signing....I know you were there Tommy.....I could sense it....

I love you my babes.....forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Book signing day....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

It is here....We are at the Payson Public Library for book signing.....It is going to be great....I hope we have a big turnout....

It for our release of our Halloween book....Its an anthology so there is 8 short stories about Halloween....Mine was included.....

Here is the book cover.....

I love you my babes....forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Tomorrow is book signing day....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Tomorrow is book signing day at the Payson Public library.....It is going to be so much fun....I cannot wait to see if we have a big turn out......

I know you will be standing beside me.....Smiling because you know how much I love my writing and everything that goes with it.....

I love you my babes...forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Sinus infection....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I think I have a sinus infection and I miss you not being here pampering me....You always took care of me when I got sick....

You are my rock...You always will be....Time does not change anything....I long for you and I know you will never leave my side.......

I love you my babes...forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

When the wind blows....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

When the wind blows I hear your name...I feel your presence...I know you are near....I am always looking for signs that you are here....

I know you are and I can't wait to sense you near....Your presence helps me so much....I know you will never leave me....

I love you my babes...forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Its getting cold....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

It's getting colder here in Payson....Soon it will be snowing....I wish you were here....Christmas is real soon....

Its not the same without you here....Everything seems to go in slow motion....I want you here so bad....

I love you my husband....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Book signing....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

My book signing is coming up.....I know you will be there....It is so exciting but I wish you were you to stand beside me.....

I will miss you so much.....I know you will be with me in spirit but that is not the same but it will do because there is nothing I can do about it....

I love you my husband....forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Please visit me....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I need you here....But I know that cannot be....so please visit me in my dreams....Let me see your face and hear your voice.....

I long for you like I cannot explain....What happens here on earth means nothing...Now that.....You are my everything.....

I love you my babes...forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Know my love......

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Know my love for you...No matter how much time passes or what happens here on Earth it does not change me or how much I love you.....

You taught me true love...You are my true love...Always will be....I love you so much...You are my heart....

I love you my husband......forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Come to me....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Come to me often....I want to hear your voice and your laugh....You come to me in dreams...I love that.....

When you visit me in my dreams I feel so much better...I miss you so much and my heart breaks everyday....

I love you my babes...forever...

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

My heart is yours...

My dear precious husband Tommy,

My heart is yours...It was from the moment I first saw you....We were suppose to get to grow old together and do the things we talked about....

I hear your voice and your laugh....I hear you calling Lin to me....You are my love forever.....

I miss you so much....

I love you my babes....forever....

Your loving wife and kids,

Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Love note....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Here is my love note to you...I want you to know how much I miss you and want you here....Its my wish....

I want you to know that I love you more than anything....You are always on my mind....In my heart...

I love you my babes...forever...

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

You are mine...

My dear precious husband Tommy,

You are mine and you always will be.....You are everything to me....I always think of you.....You are the most special thing to me....

Please help me through everyday....Help me to cope with the loss of you...My heart is broken....always will be...

I love you my precious husband....forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Please guide me.......

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Please guide me in my decisions....I know you understand my words....Its a fight and I am going to fight with everything in me......

You are everything to me so a battle is brewing and that is what it is going to be.....You are my everything and there is nothing I would not do for you.....

I know you understand what I am talking about.....You are here I know....I feel you all around.....

I love you my babes....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

My Halloween Book.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I have a Halloween book that is now available.....It is an anthology with 8 other authors......You already know about it though but I had to share.....

One of the other authors and I are having a book signing at the Payson Library on October 26 from 10 until whenever.....

I know you will be there.....You will stand beside me....It will be wonderful....I am going to post the picture of the cover with this post today.....

I love you my husband.....forever.......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Depressed.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I am very depressed and unsure of anything.....It seems that nothing matters to nobody....I am trying to do the best I can but it is so hard.....

It seems life is so unfair....You are what keeps me strong and going.....It is he hardest thing dealing with you being gone.....

I love you my babes....Forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

You are mine.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

You are mine and always will be....You are everything to me...You are my guide for everything I do....

You are the most amazing man I have ever known....You are everything to me....You showed me so much......

Please be with us today....You know what we are doing....Guide us and let everything be okay....

I love you my babes....forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Loving you is easy.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Loving you is the easiest thing I have ever done.....You are love......You always showed me how much you loved me.....

I wish we could have had more time together....I wish we had got to grow old together.....It just seems so unfair.....

You are my life and always will be......

I love you my precious husband......Forever.......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Missing you so much......

My dear precious husband Tommy,

We miss you so much.....I know you are here with us....I know that you will always be with us......You are everything to us.....

There is never a moment that  I am not thinking of you....You are my everything......You always will be.....

I love you my babes....forever......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Guide me.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Guide me everyday.......In everything I do.....Please help me to understand the things that I can't....

Guide me to do the best that I can...I know you are with me.....I feel you near all the time......I miss you so much.....

I love you my babes....forever......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Be with us always......

My dear precious husband Tommy,

You will always be here with us.....you reside in our hearts......You are a part of us that will always be.....

I feel your presence all around me....I know you watch out for us and guide us.....You made a promise that you would always be with us and I know you are.......

I feel your presence all the time......I know you are here....You always will be......

I love you my babes.....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,

Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Loving you........

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Loving you is so easy....You are everything to me......You always have been and always will be.....

All I know is that you are so missed and I dont know what to do.....You are my love and always will be.....

You are my heart.....my soul......my love......my guide.......my angel......

I love you my babes.....forever......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

I love you......

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I miss you so much...My love for you is always.... There is never a moment that I dont think of you....You are my everything....

Never will I get over you not being here.....You need to be......I will always remember our times together....

Everything we shared is tucked in my heart and will always remain there....

I love you my babes....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Today......

Your balloons filled with love

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Today is the day you passed away and I hate this day.......You are my everything and it is so hard dealing with it....

I know you are here and with me but it is not the same.....I want to hear your voice and see your smile........

Our kids, Shaelee and Erik

I will never get over this and my heart will always be broken.....Here is pictures of the balloon release we did for you yesterday on your birthday......

I love you my babes.....forever......

Your single rose and birthday cards. The single rose is for your birthday and it means we are one.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Happy birthday day in Heaven....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Happy birthday my husband.....I cry for you.....You should be here....Grandma is coming up and we are going to release balloons to you.....So catch when they come to heaven......

I love you more than anything and I know you are here with us.....I have never been so upset and I do not know how to get over it....I never will....

I want to let you know you are my everything.....forever......

I love you my babes.....forever........

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Your birthday is tomorrow....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Your birthday is tomorrow and it is so hard for me...I want you here......so do the kids....We miss you so much....

There are no words for how we feel...If only you could come back....We would be so happy....

You are always with us...Forever in our hearts.....

I love you my babes......forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Missing you......

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Miss you so very much......You are my light and I do not know what to do because you are not here.....

You showed me so much and you gave me all your love....No matter what anybody else said or done you trusted me as I trusted you.....

We never let nobody come between us....We were strong and one.....We still are.......

I love you my babes....forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik