I love you.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I love you more and more...The pain of you being gone never fades...Its like a constant jab in my heart...

I know that the Creator was with me during what has been going on and made everything okay.....I know you were standing beside of me....Thank you Creator....

Yesterday I was eating my cheese and crackers....Thank you for moving the bag of crackers to let me know you were there.....

I love and miss you so much....

Your wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Visiting me last night....

My dearest husband Tommy,

Thank you for our visit....Heaven is beautiful....I know you will wait for me no matter how long it takes...I  know the kids need me and I am thankful that I am here for them....

I told Shae what you said and she cried but it was a good cry....

I love you my babes....forever....

Your loving wife,
Melinda

Tommy,

I sit here writing on my mystery novel....I know you are here...I feel you everywhere I go...You know what I am dealing with so please watch over me.....I know the Creator will do what is best....Please let everything turn our fine.....I miss you so much and you are always on my mind.

Yesterday I watched the video of you and Shae when she was born. I am so thankful I have it so I can go look at you and hear your voice....

I love you my husband.....forever.....

Your loving wife,
Melinda